Stop Saying You're Sorry

It's early for a post but I'm about to go weigh myself for the first time in months. It'll get me serious about this and get me working towards a tangible goal. Wish me luck?
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104.5


I want--no, NEED to get back to 95.
Enough of this bullshit binging, I'm going to be strict on myself.

I have no plans for today except to clean my room. I wanted to drive down to San Diego because Brian is down there for a week buuut I don't think I'd want to drive all the way back by myself since I wouldn't be able to stay the night. Stuupid things planned for Sunday. I am NOT looking forward to either!

I hate being home alone ): I hate being by myself period. I think I'll make a trip to target because I need to buy blank CDs and some makeup and a magazine for thinspo. Sounds adventurous-_-

I'll update later with how my meals went. I need to start tracking that again.

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B:slept
L:apple, 1/2 sandwich dad made me
D:tba